And now, what should i do ? Should i care ? Should i stay ?
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Monday, March 19, 2012
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Please...
Lord, I pray for a man that will be a part of my life. A man that really loves You more than everything. Goodnight :')
repeat.
Aku benci jatuh cinta. Aku benci merasa senang bertemu dengan kamu, tersenyum malu-malu, dan menebak-nebak, selalu menebak-nebak. Aku benci deg-degan menunggu kamu online atau bahkan mungkin muncul di recent updates. Dan di saat kamu muncul, aku akan tiduran tengkurap, bantal di bawah dagu, lalu berpikir, tersenyum, dan berusaha mencari kalimat-kalimat lucu agar kamu, di seberang sana, bisa tertawa. Karena, kata orang, cara mudah membuat orang suka denganmu adalah dengan membuatnya tertawa. Mudah-mudahan itu benar.aku benci kenapa aku harus memakan waktu begitu lama untuk membalasnya, menghapusnya, memikirkan kata demi kata. Aku benci ketika jatuh cinta, semua detail yang aku ucapkan, katakan, kirimkan, tuliskan ke kamu menjadi penting, seolah-olah harus tanpa cacat, atau aku bisa jadi kehilangan kamu. Aku benci harus berada dalam posisi seperti itu. Tapi, aku tidak bisa menawar, ya? Aku benci harus menerjemahkan isyarat-isyarat kamu itu. Apakah pertanyaan kamu itu sekadar pancingan atau retorika atau pertanyaan biasa yang aku salah artikan dengan penuh percaya diri? atau aku yang-sekali lagi-salah mengartikan dengan penuh percaya diri? Aku benci harus memikirkan kamu sebelum tidur dan merasakan sesuatu yang bergerak dari dalam dada, menjalar ke sekujur tubuh, dan aku merasa pasrah, gelisah. Aku benci untuk berpikir aku bisa begini terus semalaman, tanpa harus tidur. Cukup begini saja. Aku benci aku harus sadar atas semua kecanggungan itu…, tapi tidak bisa melakukan apa-apa. Aku benci ketika logika aku bersuara dan mengingatkan, “Hey! Ini hanya ketertarikan fisik semata, pada akhirnya kamu akan tahu, kalian berdua tidak punya anything in common,” harus dimentahkan oleh hati yang berkata, “Jangan hiraukan logikamu.” Aku benci harus mencari-cari kesalahan kecil yang ada di dalam diri kamu. Kesalahan yang secara desperate aku cari dengan paksa karena aku benci untuk tahu bahwa kamu bisa saja sempurna, kamu bisa saja tanpa cela, dan aku, bisa saja benar-benar jatuh hati kepadamu. Aku benci jatuh cinta, terutama kepada kamu. Demi Tuhan, aku benci jatuh cinta kepada kamu. Karena, di dalam perasaan menggebu-gebu ini; di balik semua rasa kangen, takut, canggung, yang bergumul di dalam dan meletup pelan-pelan…aku takut sendirian. **
gue lupa...
saya lupa rasanya...
gue lupa rasanya jatuh cinta lupa rasanya gimana rasanya seneng-seneng, yang biasa cewek-cewek rasain lupa rasanya ditelfonin malem-malem sama seseorang, yang bisa bikin gue ketawa lupa rasanya sms-an pagi, siang, sore, malem tiap hari cuma buat minta temenin, atau ingetin makan, atau sekedar ngucapin 'good night' or 'happy anniversary' lupa rasanya di jemput lupa rasanya di ingetin makan lupa rasanya di becandain lupa rasanya makan bareng sambil suap-suapan lupa rasanya diajak nonton lupa rasanya dikasih kado lupa rasanya dpeluk lupa rasanya dicium lupa rasanya diperhatiin pas lagi sakit Lupa rasanya marahan Lupa rasanya baikan lagi Lupa rasanya di marah-marahin Lupa rasanya marahin Lupa rasanya khawatir Lupa rasanya di khawatirin lupa rasanya bener-bener lupa rasanya kaya gimana gue bener-bener ga inget :"""""""""""""""(
Entah, ini malam kenapa untuk kesekian kalinya gua netesin air mata lagi. Konyol banget memang kedengerannya. Tapi sumpah ini bener2 dari hati, beneran dari hati :'(
Saturday, March 17, 2012
tin...tin...
Hello someone out there. Sometimes i wish that i had never met you, so i could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.
I need another story. Something to get off my chest. My life gets kind of boring. Need something that i can confess.
And you know what dear ? Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure if I knew you were missing me too.
dan makin absurd pula fikiran gue. ketika kalian gelisah nungguin D jadi R. itulah cinta. Ketika lo gelisah nungguin R jadi is writing a message. itulah cinta. Dan ketika R tak kunjung terbalas... Itu bukan cintaaaaaaaa! Itu becanda :--(
i dont know what it means exactly. But. I think it's crazy little thing. Called.....love :--(
dan Kadang kamu harus melepaskan sesuatu yg tak pernah bisa jadi milikmu, agar kamu punya ruang tuk sesuatu yg memang milikmu.
now, what should i do ? should i care ? should i stay ? and the answer is...
I love you to the point of bring absurd!!!
emmm. What would you say if I say 'hello I adore you ?
ada satu petikan kata-kata yang bener-bener pas banget buat gue: 'Tangan kananku masih terikat erat, menunggumu mengurai jari-jariku. -Gita Gustaria'
You are the only reason why I have to write something sweet in the night.
I always wondering you'll tell me about your day, I want to hear all your frustrations from this routine called life, share every detail. feel your heart beat next to mine. Let me give you a hug, so you could be safe and loved *yait hahaha
bye love :-)
Bukan Lagu Cinta - Marcell
Jika Ada Cara Baru Tuk Mengungkap Rasa Rindu
Aku Ingin Tahu...Aku Ingin Tahu
Jika Ada Cara Yang Belum Di Cipta Untuk Cinta
Aku Ingin Bisa...Aku Ingin Bisa
Saat Semua Kata Kehilangan Makna
Saat Segala Upaya Terasa Hampa
Sekaranglah Itu Beginilah Aku
Berdiam Tanpa Daya Hanya Karena Kehadiranmu
Sementara Jiwamu Ingin Berseru
Setengah Mati Ingin Ku Bilang
Jika Ada Nada Baru Tuk Nyanyikan Aku Cinta
Aku Kan Bernyanyi...Aku Kan Bernyanyi
Jika Ada Kata Yang Belum Di Cipta Oleh Pujangga
Aku Kan Bersuara...Aku Kan Bersuara
Saat Semua Resah Meluluh Sayapnya
Saat Yang Kumiliki Hanya Nafas Ini
Sekarang Lah Itu Beginilah Aku
Hanya Detak Jantungku Yang Mampu Jujur Kepadamu
Sementara Lidahku Beku Dan Keluh
Setengah Mati Ku Ingin Menghilang
Ooo...Ooo...
Jika Mampu Ku Bawa Engkau Menembus Ruang Dan Waktu
Ku Ingin Pergi...Percuma Disini
Jika Mampu Ku Menyatu Dalam Darahmu
Agar Engkau Tahu...Agar Engkau Tahu
Saat Semua Kata Kehilangan Makna
Saat Segala Upaya Terasa Hampa
Sekaranglah Itu Beginilah Aku
Berdiam Tanpa Daya Hanya Karena Kehadiranmu
Sementara Lidahku Beku Dan Kelu
Setengah Mati Ingin Menghilang
Apa Yang Kurasakan
Apa Yang Kau Dengarkan
Bukan Lagu Cinta
Buka Lagu Cinta
Apa Yang Kurasakan
Apa Yang Kau Dengarkan
Bukan Lagu Cinta
Buka Lagu Cinta
Semua Lagu Cinta
Bukan Lagu Cinta
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Cause there`s something in the way you look at me...
No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word
'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me
If I could freeze the moment to my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock make time stand still
'Cause baby this is just the way I always wanna feel
'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
Find more similar lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.com/sVIt's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me
I don't know how or why
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is that it happens every time
'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me
The way you look at me
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word
'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me
If I could freeze the moment to my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock make time stand still
'Cause baby this is just the way I always wanna feel
'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
Find more similar lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.com/sVIt's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me
I don't know how or why
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is that it happens every time
'Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's
nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me
The way you look at me
Friday, March 09, 2012
back at one...
It's undeniable
That we should be together
It's unbelievable
How I used to say
That I'd fall never
The basis is need to know
If you don't know
Just how I feel
Then let me show you now
That I'm for real
If all things in time
Time will reveal
One...
You're like a dream come true
Two...
Just want to be with you
Three...
Boy, it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
And four...
Repeat steps one through three
Five...
Make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one
It's so incredible
The way things work themselves out
And all emotional
Once you know what it's all about, hey
And undesirable
For us to be apart
I never would have made it very far
'Cause you know you've got the keys to my heart
That we should be together
It's unbelievable
How I used to say
That I'd fall never
The basis is need to know
If you don't know
Just how I feel
Then let me show you now
That I'm for real
If all things in time
Time will reveal
One...
You're like a dream come true
Two...
Just want to be with you
Three...
Boy, it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
And four...
Repeat steps one through three
Five...
Make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one
It's so incredible
The way things work themselves out
And all emotional
Once you know what it's all about, hey
And undesirable
For us to be apart
I never would have made it very far
'Cause you know you've got the keys to my heart
Say farewell to the dark of night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child
Whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out of the lifeline
Just in the nick of time ♥
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child
Whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out of the lifeline
Just in the nick of time ♥
perfect two!
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
Don't know if I could ever be Without you
'Cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie (pie)
You're the straw to my berry(berry)
You're the smoke to my high (high)
And you're the one I wanna marry (mary)
'Cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie (pie)
You're the straw to my berry(berry)
You're the smoke to my high (high)
And you're the one I wanna marry (mary)
Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you 'cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you 'cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya (no, no)
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for u)
U take the both of us (of us)
And were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya (no, no)
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for u)
U take the both of us (of us)
And were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
Saturday, March 03, 2012
gue...
Gue...
Normal gak sih gue ?
Pacar nggak punya.
Gebetan nggak punya.
Jadi gebetan orang pun enggak kayaknya.
Gue...
Gue bosen...
Gue masih normal kok demi deh. Ya allah -_-
Durable love~
Dunia itu... Huge! Dan cara terbaik untuk nikmatin nya adalah sebagai single. Gimana nggak menyenangkan ? Gue bisa pay attention ke hal-hal yang gue demenin. Dan gue bisa ngatur hidup gue dengan cara yang gue mau. Percaya deh, semua hal dalam hidup gue, itu teratur banget! Siapa sih yang butuh pacar ? Toh koneksi dengan manusia lain bisa elo lakuin lewat social media. Bukan berarti gue gak percaya sama cinta, tapi... Ngapain maksain kalo elo belum ketemu yang bener-bener in cheat to. In the meantime... Nikmatin aja hidup sendiri, nggak mesti nggasih perhatian ke pacar elo. Nggak ada yang nagging, sampai suatu hari dia muncul...
"Dunia itu huge...aku nggak bisa ngabisin sendiri...makanya aku pengen bagi sama kamu"
Friday, March 02, 2012
unpredictable feelings part xxx
Salah!!! Gue salah!!! Semua salah gue!!! -_- Kaco!!! Gak bener nih!!! Gak ada bener-bener nya!!! Gabagus!!! Bener-bener gabagus. Gaboleh di terusin nih!!! Gk boleh!!! Bahaya!!! Mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -__-
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